diary of a dirty slut

Mon, 17 May 2004 19:16:50 GMT

today i killd some baby ducks i like doin it cuz it makes me feel cool i do it evry summer when they lay eggs hehehe. nate tittie fucked me last night it was cool hehehe. evryone happy my journals gona be like this forever hehehe. ill let u use me for ever nathen alan loudon! cuz ima dumb bitch hehehe.

Mon, 17 May 2004 00:51:53 GMT

This weekend was the shitt!

Friday night, Kristin, Ashley and I all wore 'Abercrombie & Fitch' skirts lol, and went to Dodd's. We went to the Mall too for a while and saw EJ and his friends. Skakun and Yankee was there too :D I love those kids! There were so many people.. and I had to go visit Chrissy in A&F and Britt.. she works at Claire's.

But, anyway, we went to Dodd's and it was sooooooo much fun! There were like.. 30 ppl there?? It was crowded. I didn't have a curfew so I was loving it and we were all 'somewhat' drunk. Except for the fact that Joe Lach and Dawson kept calling us - we had a fun time. ;) Whatever happened to McClure's party?

Anyway, Kristin and I went back to her house around.. 12? And passed right out. At 8:15 the next morning, we went to Cedar Point. We had a great time :) We wait for an hour and 45 minutes to go on the Millennium Force. WE GOT FRONT SEAT!!! :D Best time of my life hahahaha, going slow down that first hill at the very top of it - it was awesome! We tried to go on the Dragster.. we waited for a while - it was a 2 hour wait... THEN, they closed the ride down! errrr.. so Kristin and I went over to Magnum and they opened it back up. That really pissed me off - so I didn't get to go on it. But, Nate called me right at the end of the ride - haha, it was funny.. I was all out of breathe. It was freezing cold there - but a blast! :D On our way home, it took us 3 hours lol, we got lost somewhere in Loraine County in Sandusky. hahaha, we were in the middle of nowhere. But, we found our way home around.. midnight, was it?

Today, Julia came over :D I love my cousin! She got her new car so we drove it around for a while - nice system in it too. Exactly like my sister's - and EVERYONE loves my sister's Grand Am. I was talking to my cousin Nick over at his house for like 2 hours straight. I love my cousin Nick, he's so funny. We were talking about how stupid some ppl are from Jackson lol.. like, how Rosie always talks about 'best buy' with AJ in German class.. lol, that kind of made me laugh. :P I saw Nate for like .. 5 mins at the most today? Which sucks. I only saw him for like 5 mins Saturday too.. since I had Cedar Point - I saw him before I left :) But, that's pretty much it..

Fri, 14 May 2004 14:00:23 GMT

I'm in Pop Culture class listenin to 'Brown Eyed Girl'. I just got out of sewing class. Rach,Brittany, Ashley and I are all going to raise ducklings again :)! hahaha.. just like we used to do in 8th grade. So, when I get home from Nate's - around 5.. Ashley is coming over and we're going to go steal duck eggs from my pond lol. And HATCH 'EM! Rach and Britt are paying me to hatch them a duck lol.. good times.

My dad is leaving tonight with my grandpa so I get the car. Kristin is going to meet Ashley and I at Dodd's or something, then I'm going to drop off my car at my house then Kristin will take me back out. We're not going to stay out till late since we have CEDAR POINT tomorrow morning! :D yay.. we're going to have so much fun there babe! Nate isn't at school today.. but, it's a lot of fun with just, basically, the juniors here.

Yesterday in the library.. I was talking to Molly Ott's little sister - Sarah Ott. And Taylor Allard. They said I should kick Lyndsey Feller's ass.. so yeah, that's what I'm going to do if I can find out who she is lol. :D hahaha, they are both so nice.

I'm not looking forward to German today.. errr, I hate Fraulein Oberlin. She put me out in the hallway yesterday because I wouldn't stop talking to Skakun, Zack Merwin, and Devin Goodnight. lol, it wasn't my fault tho! :/

But, time for lunch.. gots to go! <3 u guys!e

Fri, 14 May 2004 02:31:44 GMT

Great day :)

Nate and I spent the whole day together. Went to his house after school for an hour or so then went to Dodd's. Nate caught a cat fish and I guess Dodd and all of them are going to eat it. They opened it up on Nick's old car and the poor catfish was pregnant! It was so sad.. there were eggs in the tummy. It kind of made Amanda Namenak and I sick.. it was so gross.

After that, Nate and I went to Wendy's and got food :) Then went over to Jon Robin's to get some fish bait.

This weekend will be awesome!! Tomorrow I'm spending the night at Kristin's :D and then waking up early for Cedar Point. We're gonna have so much fun on the drive there and everything - it's awesome.

But, I'm tired and I'm going to bed. g'nite!

Wed, 12 May 2004 23:15:30 GMT

Such a wonderful day :D Left after 1st period to go to kickboxing and my dental appointment. Nate had court so I stayed home until he got done.

Kristin came over around 5 and I burned her 2 cds for the new nice ass car. And I also gave her my cd visor thing.. so she's happy :). We're all ready for our trip this Saturday for Cedar Point! :):) I'm staying the night at her house Friday, then we're leaving really early for the park, then I get to stay out till 12:30 - 1 so we can go out and party afterwards !! Yesssss... then Sunday we have horse back riding :D

After she left, I went over to Jon Robin's. All 3 of us jumped on the trampoline :) It was fun!! And we're planning a party there here in a couple of weeks. Jon's parties are alllwaaaays the shit.. it'll be a blast. Hopefully this time, we won't have to go to court for what happened last summer. SO MASSILLON KIDS - don't show up!

But, Brianna is here and I gotta go play with my niece. SWIMMING tomorrow over at Nate's Dad's house :) Yay! Tomorrow will be a great day :)

Wed, 12 May 2004 01:07:37 GMT

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Wed, 12 May 2004 00:26:06 GMT

okay day.

I had to take that stupid test this morning at school. Kristin was in there :) and Nate Santora, Britt Dailey, Hayley!!!, and Dumm.. they were all in there which was sweet.

Nate Wheller came and picked up Ashley and I after school. I LOVE THAT JEEP.. it's fucking sweeet. We drove past Dodd's and Matt jumped in the jeep since there aren't any doors. lolll, it was funny. Right when I got home, Kristin came over. We packed the fishing rods in the back seat and went to High Mill. No Nate or Aaron.. so we drove past Craven's. hahahaha, as we were turning the corner, there goes Aaron, Craven, Nate and some other doosch. lol, Kristin and I were so afraid that they would think we were stalking them. hahahaha, and right when we drove past, Nate calls Kristin's cell. hahaha, oh well..

Kristin and I went to Wendy's and so that guy that we always see there.. he talks to us forever, he's so sweet. :)We came back to my house.. we had to wash her car off a little bit since when I threw out the Frosty out the window.. it splattered all over the side of her car. loll, it was funny. We came back here and printed out Cedar Point directions for this Saturday. We're gonna have so much fun. :):):) and Ashley is coming with us too hopefully.:D

I also had to call Gerard Yost (Prosecutor) for the incident over at Jon Robin's house.. LAST SUMMERRR. I'm supposed to go to Court tomorrow.. but since I told them I wasn't there when the fight happened, they don't need me as a witness. But Nate has to go.. which I didn't know about. Now, I wish I could go haha, once I found out Nate is going. :P

I have to get my teeth done tomorrow once again.. so my mouth is going to be all numb, once again! So, I'm only going to first period tomorrow. BUT, I'm out..

Mon, 10 May 2004 13:58:46 GMT

I'm soooo soooo bored. I'm in Pop Culture class right now. It is 'senior skip day' so it's basically like noone is here. It totally sucks, too bad I missed so many days, or I'd be out of here too. I miss Nate. He went home I think? He said his grandma had a stroke so he left after 1st period with his dad. I hope his grandma is okay, she is so sweet.

CONGRATS TO PATTI LOUDON! I'm so happy for Nate's Mom.. and Nate. His mom is engaged now. Lastnight, Dave finally proposed... that's so sweeeet. :) I just hope Nate doesn't move out of his house, I love his house. That means, he'll be moving to AKRON.. which will suck. I can't wait to get home to see Nate. He'll be there when I get home he said.

Ashley and I are hoping Nate Wheller will come get us after school today.. haha, she always uses that kid for rides. The sad thing is, he knows Dodd and all of them use him, but he doesn't care. Oh well, as long as you feel accepted, I guess that is all that matters.

I can't wait to get pictures developed from Prom. :) I can't wait to show you guys. But, atleast all of my girls are here, except Rach and Britt. I don't feel totally alone. I wonder if Julie and Melissa are here?? Well, I'll find out at lunch.. which I'm going to right now. Laaaaaater. I LOVE YOU NATE!!! :*a

Sun, 09 May 2004 23:02:04 GMT

PROM<3<3<3

The best night of my life :). My mom and I went over to Nate's house to take pictures with Nate's mom. Then, my mom dropped us off over at Erica Butusov's. From there, the whole group went to the park to take pictures. It was Allison Young (PROM QUEEN - Congrats Girl!!), Nate, Jonkia, Me, Zack, Erica, Mellisa, Josh, Jon, Rachel, Julie and Klink. We all went to Bennigan's..

After that, we went to Prom!! It WaS sO AmAzING!!! EVERYONE was there. Looman, Dodd, BrAnDoN WaLkEr.. I haven't talked to that guy forever, he used to live down my street.. he's so nice! And so many more.

GIRLS - you looked soooo amazing!! I can't wait to get the pictures back!

Nate danced with Mrs. Barthel! lolll, I was pissed.. I was just jealous of an old lady. hahaha, I was just mad because he danced to one of my favorite slow songs with her - "Hero" - Enrique .. BUT, a better song came on that we danced to after that - *Amazed - Lonestar* Soo, it was all good. loll, I was making a big deal out of nothing, I'm so weird.

Ashley Haines and I were looking for Lyndsey Feller. Ashley told me that she was there so we were looking everywhere for her. If I would have found that girl... I would have made a scene there at prom.. I was hoping so bad. BUT, my luck, we didn't find the slut.

Afterwards, we were all supposed to go to Dan's bash, but noone in our group wanted to go. So we went and got beer.. lol, it was so funny. This Arab guy came out and ran after us because he found out that we were underage. Soooo, we took off out of there. We went over to Zack's for a couple of hours and drank. Nate got two 24 pks.. hahahaha.. we were totally drunk. I had about 8.

We also went to Dodd's.. it was so much fun :). I was only allowed to stay out until about 2, which sucked, buttt I still had a great night. CaN'T wAiT tO gEt PiCtUrEs!!!

Kristin and everyone are all at Cedar Point today. :/ I MISS YOU!! But, Kristin and I are going to Cedar Point next Saturday... the 15th - that'll be awesome :). I Love you Girls!

Thu, 06 May 2004 01:08:00 GMT

Today was awesome except for the part that Nate had in-school today.

Last period, Nate came into the Library with me :D Like old times. hehe.

After school, Ashley, Nate, and I went outside for our ride. There was Mike Dodd, Nate,Nick, Matt, Ashley, Nate and I all in this Jeep Wrangler. hahahaha, it was so funny all of us trying to fit. Nate and I both sat in the passenger seat with a seat belt.. with the DOORS OFF! I thought I was going to die.. but it was great :)

I showed Nate and Ashley my dress and then we went to Mike Dodd's. Stayed there for a while, then Ashley and I went to Tan World. Went in the VIP. My sister said I'm like a 'raisin' now.. which is great since Prom is on Saturday.

KRISTIN GETS HER NEW SUV FRIDAY!!!! YESSSS.. Kelli and her are sooooooo damn lucky. So happy for you guys.

But, things are great... my baby niece is hereeee

Wed, 05 May 2004 01:56:45 GMT

Well I ain't never been the barbie doll type

No, I can't swig that sweet champaigne; I'd rather drink beer all night

So here's to all my sisters out there keeping it country

Let me get a big "Hell Yea" from the redneck girls like me.

Victoria's Secret

Well their stuff's real nice

Oh, but I can buy the same damn thing on a Wal*Mart shelf half price

And still look sexy

JUST AS SEXY

As those models on TV ~ ~

No, I don't need no designer tag to make my man want me.

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hahaha.. that song is so funny. :D I <3 it.

I really hate gross immature little boys..:

WhDis4: hey there
ericamroberto: hello
ericamroberto: whose this!
WhDis4: you want em circumcised or uncircumcised
ericamroberto: lol
ericamroberto: oh god.. not these stupid things again
ericamroberto: wtf do u think man!
ericamroberto: i think this is joe diss for some reason
WhDis4: i asking you
WhDis4: good guess cuz of the sn
ericamroberto: well you asked me that before

ericamroberto: i know
WhDis4: your good at answering though
WhDis4: you want to know who i am
ericamroberto: yesss
WhDis4: well then you can answer my easy questions lol :-D
ericamroberto: lol ok.. since they're easy
ericamroberto: circumcised :-D
WhDis4: why circumcised
WhDis4: ?
ericamroberto: umm.. what do u think?
WhDis4: lol asking you
ericamroberto: this is getting stupid.. i'm lettin you go diss
WhDis4: this isn't diss, but think that.......you can handle these roby
ericamroberto: aren't we a little immature for asking ammature questions like this being in HS? or.. are we just not getting any?

Yeah, well, I hate little boys from Jackson..

Tue, 04 May 2004 22:13:20 GMT

My day pretty much sucked. I stayed home all day. Emily, Nicole, and Ashley came over for a little bit. I tried smoking a cigarette... EWWW :P it tastes so gross when you are sick, I couldn't even finish one. Nate really pissed me off since he'd rather do a favor for Mason (ONCE AGAIN) instead of seeing me. That's ridiculous.. he always does favors for them like.. twice a week and never does anything for me. That really pisses me off.

But anyway, I went tanning at Tan World. When I was walking out.. I saw...... ****MIKE GOREN****. :D He's so sexy lol.. he was there going tanning for Prom. :) I talked to him for a little bit then I drove over to Zack's to see Nate. Nate wasn't there.. but Nick Robinson, Zack, Evan Bennett, and some other kid were there. So, I left. Came back here..

Ashley Dunnerstick and I are doing something Friday night :D!!! My dad is leaving so I have the car for the entire night. I guess I'll pass out somewhere then leave around 7 in the morning to get home. I can't let my dad know. Sooo, Friday, Ashley and I are going to be partying all night, I'll take her home, I'll go home, catch up on some sleep, then get ready for the dance :). This will be a fantastic weekend!!

Tue, 04 May 2004 17:58:14 GMT

-- +Name: Erica
-- +Current Loc: Computer Room
-- +Eye Color: Brown, but I have green contacts in
-- +Hair Color: Dark Brown
-- +Height: 5'4''
-- +Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- +Zodiac Sign: Libra

Situation 2 Describe
-- +The shoes you wore today: None.. been home all dayy
-- +Your perfect pizza: I <3 Donatos Pizza!!! Mmmmm :P
-- +Goal you'd like to achieve: I'd love to get straight A's, a car of my own, and move out of this bitch when I turn 18.

Situation 3 Discuss
-- +Your best physical feature: Legs
-- +Your bedtime: Whenever I pass out
-- +Your greatest accomplishment: ehhh, I would probably say being a pro at horseback riding. :D I never thought I could be so good at riding a horse until Kristin got me on one!
-- +Your most missed memory: There are sooo many of them, but I'd say when I first met Nate. It was the best time of my life..:)

Situation 4 ? I like
-- +Pepsi or Coke: COCA COLA
-- +McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's
-- +Single or group dates: Single
-- +Adidas or Nike: adidas
-- +Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Both are :P gross
-- +Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
-- +Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino

Situation 5 Do you
-- +Smoke: cigarettes... that's as far as I go
-- +Sing well: used to.. until I started to be a chain smoker.
-- +Take a shower everyday: always
-- +Have a crush: more than a crush
-- +Do you think you've been in love: I am in love <3<3<3
-- +Want to go to college: Of course, I'll try to do it
-- +Want to get married: yeppp, once I know I have found the right person.
-- +Think you're a health freak: lol, not at all!
-- +Get along with your parents: most of the time.. my dad is just a little strict.
-- +Like thunderstorms: when I can't go out and party, then I love 'em.. but when I'm out, I'd rather it be sunny :)

Situation 6 In the past 6 months have you
-- +Drank alcohol: of course
-- +Smoked: yeeea
-- +Done a drug: yeeeea
-- +Had Sex: this ? should not be on here... but yeeeea
-- +Gone to the mall: yepp, with my baby <3
-- +Been dumped: So many times by the love of my life. Not lately though, I think he finally realized he can't live without me.
-- +Dyed your hair: yep
-- +Stolen anything: no, haven't done that for years

Situation 7 Have you ever
-- +Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: hahaha, that night with Savanah.. I think that was the last night I got that drunk.
-- +Been caught "doing something ": hahaha, yeah, the time I hid Nate in my closet and my dad found him... oooops. AND, so many other times.
-- +Shoplifted: years ago

Situation 8 The future
-- +Age you hope to be married: early 20's
-- +Children : Adrianna, Evalin, Joshua.. ?
-- +Describe your Dream Wedding: Flowers, palm trees, on the beach somewhere, family and friends, KOKOMO <3
-- +Some one you could see yourself marrying: Nathan

Situation 9 Opposite sex
-- +Best eye color: Blue or Green
-- +Best hair color: i like darker colors
-- +Short or long hair: Long
-- +Best height: Taller than me.. I'm so short.:P

Situation 10 - Number of
-- +Number of piercings: 4 (double pierced)
-- +Number of tattoos: none, tattoos are stupid
-- +Number of times you appeared in the newspaper: a few times
-- +Number of scars on my body: I have one on my knee when Nate and I were fooling around.. hahaha.. and one on my other leg from the minibike.
-- +things in my past that I regret: I regret so many things. I regret stuff I did to Nate .. what I did to my friends, and all of the stupid things I did when I was a kid.. like steal that puppy lol.. I was such a moron.

Situation 11 - What You Doing Right Now?
-- +You are: listening to "Girl all the bad guys want" - Bowling for Soup
-- +You're thinking of: am I going to see Nate today?
-- +You're wishing you were: Horseback riding, or at Cedar Point...
Situation 12 - The Last
-- +Person You Saw: dad
-- +Thing you said online: good job at kickin Brett Miller's ass
-- +Last person you talked to: Nate
-- +Last person you hugged: Nate
-- +Last person you yelled at: Nate lol

Tue, 04 May 2004 13:59:38 GMT

Your Homocidal Rampage! by crash_and_burn

Your name:

Weapon of Choice:

A fishing rod

Your Favorite Target:

Pedophiles

Your Kill Count:

532,064,061

Your Battle Cry:

"Mutha fuckaaaaaaas!"

Years You Spend in Jail:

How Much Money In Damages You Cause:

$234,465,471,140,754

Your Homocidal Insanity Level:: 91%

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Savanah had this neat thing in her journal :)

Tue, 04 May 2004 13:46:16 GMT

I'm feeling much better today :) Nate is supposed to call me here before he goes to lunch. I'm going to school tomorrow.. which sucks, but oh well, atleast I get to see my baby. I'm talking to Becky Ressler online right now.. she's at Glenoak. And Bob is home too, for some reason.

I have to call the officer that came to my door today to tell him I'm not going to court May 12. haha, I had nothing to do with the crime that happened, I have no idea what happened, so fuck that, not fucking going.

..:YESTERDAY:..

I slept the entire day. Nate called me from school, he couldn't find a ride to my house since Nickro left early, so I had to go get him with my Dad's Park Avenue. So I picked him up then we came back here. We just slept the entire time. I wasn't really in the mood for talking.. I didn't feel good what so ever.. and I didn't want to get him sick ~ especially with Prom on Saturday.

Becky and I are planning to get a room together our senior year. So I'm moving out of this bitch and having my own place :) My dad won't take it well... but he'll have to deal with it. I'll be 18.. and I KNOW him and I won't be getting along by then because he has a curfew at 11:30 for me?? HAHAHA.. no fucking way am I coming home a half hour after my curfew now. That's ridiculous. BUT, he has to learn...

Mon, 03 May 2004 15:27:26 GMT

This weekend pretty much sucked except Friday night.

Saturday..

Nate and I went to the Mall for like three hours. It was sooo boring. His mom dropped us off and of course she was late on coming back. We didn't even go there to get what we were going to get. We didn't even get his tux, but instead bought him clothes from Pacific Sunwear.

Saturday night.. slept alllll night.

Sunday .. in bed all dance once again.

TODAY..

Skipped school.. went to the Doctor's really early this morning. I guess I have strept throat. It is sooo bad, I haven't eaten anything since.. the Mall. I didn't have ONE thing to eat yesterday - that's the advantage of being sick. I was going to go on a diet this week anyway for prom.. perfect timing to get sick. I can't wait until Prom though :) It'll be so much fun. Everyone is going to Cedar Point the day after.. but Nate and I aren't. We're going horseback riding and fishing :). The next weekend.. Kristin and I are going to Cedar Point! :) And my mom is giving me a couple hundred bucks so this will be awesome. But, starting to get a headache.. I can't sit here too long, I'm gonna pass out.

Time for a bubble bath and wait for Nathan to get here at 2 :*

Sat, 01 May 2004 03:27:30 GMT

Tonight was soo great :)

I went over to Zack's to pick up Nathan. I bought him Burger King, then we went over to Matt and Ryan's, then we met Craven, Zink, lil Craven and some other guys in Greenbriar to give them some beeerrrr. We left there, then went back to Nate's house. :) Steve Kaboth is back in towwwnnn!!! :D Steve, Nate and I went over to Ed Hafer's. BIG ass party there. SoOoOo many people there. Rabbit, Jen Shaffer, Pete, Katie, Lindsey Nodo, Kristin Bartuseck, Heather and Jon Wilson, Nick Stevens, Mike Javonavick, Danny Schleichert, Brittney Breckenridge, or whatever? lol.. and so so so so many moree... a bunch of senior girls.

But anyway.. it was a lot of fun :). Nate and I are doing so well.. it's amazing. Nate is getting his tux tomorrow afternoon for Prom.. it's offical that we are going with Erica Butusov, Zack, Josh and Melissa. We'll have fun. I can't imagine Jack Black at Prom... it's crazzzzy. That kid is the craziest motherfucker i know.. especially when drunk. Buttt, that's pretty much my night. Now I'm just waiting for Nate to get home...

AND - Brianna, Tom and Andria are here :D

I LoVe YoU NaThAn ALaN LoUdON!

HAVE FUN IN FLORIDA ASHLEY!! :D Kristin - I hope you feel better hunnie :)

Thu, 29 Apr 2004 23:57:27 GMT

Just got done mowing the grass.

I tried update my journal at school, but gay Ben Fogel ;P deleted it. hahaha, <3 ya Benjamin! In Pop Culture today we had a HOLLA HOOP contest. :) I lost.. I have never done it before. And everyone thought I would win? ha! yea right.

But, I dropped Skakun off at home after school. I was so pissed because someone got in my car and took my cigarettes after school. I thought it was Nate.. but it wasn't I guess. I went over to Zack's and talked with Adrianne, Alaina, and Julie. Just us three. Then Zack and Nate walked in. I was so pissed at him.. but of course, we worked it out. Zack, Nate and I all went fishing at High Mill. I didn't catch anything.. but they caught like 1 bass each. Zack left, so Nate and I went back to his house and he made me pizza :)

Savanah - if that's what you really want.. for me to confront you.. then I will. The reason why I don't make eye contact is because I fucking hate you. You are totally just a stupid girl and.. I just can't take looking at you.. :P

But anyway.. I just ordered my 400$$ prom dress :D It's beautiful! I <3 it! :) I can't wait baby!

Wed, 28 Apr 2004 22:47:20 GMT

School was just fine. Left around 1:30 and went to Sears for my dentist appointment. They gave me 5 shots in my gums to make them numb since I had my teeth worked on. I couldn't feel from my lips down. It was sooo weird. I picked up Kristin and we went over to Zack's. Chris Williams, Scott Lindsey, Dan Davidenko, Steve Klink, Nate, and Zack were there. Nate was mad at me at the end of the day since I didn't give him a cig. ha! Good reason to get mad at me. But, everything was good after we talked of course. He gets mad for stupid reasons.

Dad is leaving Friday night and all of Sunday. It'll be soooo awesome! I'll get to do whatever the fuck I want. Kristin and I are going horsebackriding again this weekend hopefully. It was soo much fun last time. :) It's so nice out. It's so weird how we had snow one day this week, and then 80 degree weather at the end of the week Weird? School is going really good for me too.. I'm making my mom a present for Mother's Day in sewing class.. She'll <3 it.

But, off to my sister's for a cook out - Nathan is coming with me :D Things are purrrrfect!

HAVE FUN IN FLORIDA ASHLEY :D

Tue, 27 Apr 2004 00:54:26 GMT

Went to kickboxing... :) I met a new friend in there! yay! She's so awesome. I thought she was Sarah Oiler at first.. but she doesn't even go to Glenoak. She graduated from Hoover last year and lives up at Kent. SOOOO, now I have a new friend to party with up at Kent. NOICE. Her name is Sarah :) She's so awesome. After we worked out.. we drove around and went to Applebees and got fooood :). She's such an awesome girl.. I <3 her!

BOB HABONY - good luck with the whole court system thing. You have 'freedom of speech'.. officers are fucking ridiculous. GooD LuCk though.

bLaZiN b0b: hahah yeah shes what we call a.... snicker licker

^^^ LYNDSEY MILLER IS ONE OF THOSE! How can that girl be so nice to your face.. then behind your back be a little lying bitch.? I can't believe she did that to you Bob.

Where is my baby at?? Nathan ~ I think you are at Craven's... but, haven't talked to you for a couple of hours. BUT, I'm outta herre... homework is awaiting.//

Mon, 26 Apr 2004 01:25:57 GMT

:D FANTASTIC day!

Earlier on today, I went fishing by myself. hahaha, kind of boring but atleast I got to be alone. I caught a catfish.. ew! I didn't want to touch it so I just took my knife and cut the line. haha, I'm such a girl. BUT, haha, anyway..

Pretty much, I talked on the phone to Nate all day until Kristin picked me up. We went to Majorrie's to get a pack of smokes, then we went fishing again. She didn't catch anything, but I caught a fish. It wasn't anything big. But, we left there and went to Fishers to get some icecream. :P It was reallllllly goooood. I saw Rosie's grandma there - lol, I could smell her purfume from like, 10 feet away.

Tyler called from the Mall. He's friends with Dustin. ERRR, I hate older guys that try to get with younger girls. It means they are losers and they can't get anyone their own age. It's pathetic. But, Nate is on the phone and my girls are online - gots to go!

Sun, 25 Apr 2004 15:19:40 GMT

Just woke up...waiting for Nate's phone call.

Kristin starts her new 2 hour a week job. haha.. she'll have so much fun doing it though. She works at a place where they have horses and she grooms them and fun stuff like that. I'd love to work with horses. *Kristin - you're a lucky girl.*

Kristin and I are planning a trip to Cedar Point May 15th! Park opens at 10 a.m. and closes 10 p.m. It'll be a great day. If we can get someone that Kristin wants to go with us to go.. then Nathan will come with us. We'll see what happens, I'd love for just her and I to go. :) i LoVe yOu bAbE!

But yeah, that's pretty much my morning so far..

Sun, 25 Apr 2004 01:26:16 GMT

The best day of my life!!!!

I love Kristin Brechbular!! My best friend in the whoooolllleeee world!! Kristin and I have sooo much fun together.. I <3 her so much! BUT.. enough of that, here's what happened in the last couple days.

LAST NIGHT:

Kristin and I went to the Mall .. some 22 year old (Dustin) that works at the cell phone place asked me for my number. We just gave him Kristin's cell and he called us lastnight when we got home. hahahaha, we hung up on him lolll, oh well - 22 year old hitting on a 17 year old? Sounds like Rosie Fedorkabitch (ha!) But anyway, we left there and went over to Matt and Ryan's since Nate called me :D It was sooo much fun over there. Steve Ridgeway, Zack, Bildo, and some other people showed up. :) Things are great! Then, Kristin, Nate and I left to go to a Central party in Foxchase. RIght when you walk in, there were all of these fat bitches sitting at this table giving Kristin and I dirty looks. They were just jealous of us and jealous that we were talking to all of the guys there. All of the guys came up to us :) Marco was there.. he's sooo cute, I used to have a crush on him. There was a kid there that looked like Nathan too :D not as good looking, but cute. He winked at me hahaha ;) While we were leaving.. those fat bitches said something to Kristin. Nate and I walked out.. Nate heard them I guess but I didn't. I heard Kristin yell "fuck you bitch!" THEN, I started in on them too once Kristin told me what they said. If I didn't have to be home in 20 minutes, and had my car (because they probably would have thrown shit at it then I would have gotten REALLY FUCKING PISSED OFF) I would have kicked the shit out of all of 'em. Short little fat bitches.. they started walking up to my car since I called them stupid fucking hoes.. so I had to zoom out of there since she had a bottle in her hand. Stupid crazy ass girls. But, we left there and I dropped Nate off somewhere then came home. Kristin and I passed right the fuck out.. we were exhausted.

TODAY:

Woke up really early this morning and Kristin and I went to kickboxing. THEN, we went to her house.. we saw Nick and Nate driving so we pulled into Winking Lizard so I could see my babyyy. That was the only time I saw him today. Then, Kristin and I washed my car then we went to ride the horses and stuff somewhere in the country. We rode these horses for hours straight. We trotted on them and everything - I feel like a pro! :) It was sooo fucking awesome. We also went on a little sail boat and went fishing for a couple of hours. Just me and her :) It was a lot of fun.. we caught like 5 bass and like 40 little fish. It was amazzzing.. I LOVE FISHING!!! We also walked out into the trails so we could smoke our ciggys ;).. couldn't let anyone see us! Nate called a couple of times while I was there. He couldn't really get ahold of me though since there was no service. Sarah took some pictures of me riding the horses :).. so I have some pics for people to see. But I dropped her off.. and I came back here. Not going out tonight since my ass is hurting like hell. But, today was an awesome day :)

Nate just called a little bit ago, we're doing something tomorrow :). I love him sooo much.. best thing that has ever happened to me.

I really hate stupid ass girls.. people that write shit in their journals about you (aka.. eh hem gay rosie and savanah street whore silva) lolll.. it's so lame and immature. BUT YEAH.. I'm lovin everything right now - things are fantastic!

I LOVE YOU NATE LOUDON<3

Wed, 21 Apr 2004 00:32:09 GMT

4/20 * that's all I have to say...

Who celebrated today's holiday? I suRe DiD! Kristin and I went to the gas station to get some cigs. Em McCarten, Craig Fawver, Nick Robinson, Dan Crowser, Cory Dawson, Joe Lach, Fraga, Zack Merwin and soooooo many more people were there. I was outside talking for a while with Emily and Craig so we saw lotsa people. Kristin and I went to Dodd's after that.. celebrated 4/20 ;).. hahahaha, and smoked shit I have never smoked before. eh hem.. aNyWaY-..

Nate showed up after not too long, I'm completely fucked up. loll, fun day :) Nate got mad though because he found out what I smoked and got pissed.. I don't give a shit. You have to try new things, ya know? And plus - it's 4/20 god damnit!

But, went to kickboxing.. then went out to eat at the Winking Lizard with my sister and Brianna. It was a lot of fun :) Everyone was commenting how gorgeous Brianna is. But, I'm really pissed right now since my Dad said I can do a lot better than Nate and that he is just worthless. He said anyone that spits in a girl's face is a piece of shit. Which is right.. but.. do I really want to go to Prom with anyone else? Nahh.. But, he said I can't go with him so what I'll do is pretend I'm going by myself, then go get pictures taken at Nate's house with his mom - that'll be fine. And the Limo will pick us up over there? We'll see.. I don't even know what's going on with Nate. He's just really pissing me off lately... and.... yeeeeeeeeeeeeea. Don't know what else to say?

Tue, 20 Apr 2004 01:01:23 GMT

Wonderful day!

Ran a little late for school this morning. Nate and I didn't get there until after 1st period.

School was nice... I love how things are almost back to how they were with Nate and I. :) I'm lovin' it. We left after 9th and went to his house. We were both exhausted... and went right downstairs to take a nap before my dental appointment at 2:00. His mom was home so we went in the basement to be alone and sleep. Well, since we got caught twice already doing shit haha ;).. his mom doesn't trust us. So, like 10 mins after we got down there, Nate and I actually weren't doing anything for once. We were just cuddling and about to go to sleep and his mom comes downstairs. We both acted like we were sleeping lol, and she just stood on the stairs staring at us. lol.. I almost cracked up.. I had to think of something else during the moment so I wouldn't burst out laughing. lol! BUT, when she went upstairs, I nudged Nate and we both started laughing, lol.. it was funny. Hopefully she'll trust us now - hopefully.

After that, Nate was so tired so he came in my car with me to my Dental appointment at Sears. He slept in the car and I bought him a junior bacon from Wendy's while he waited for me. Poor baby was exhausted. I came back outside and he was still sleeping. We went over to Dodd's for a little bit. We picked up Douggie and went to Giant Eagle and Nate's to get stuff for the carpet. That place definitely needed some cleaning. I dropped Doug off then Nate came back over to my house for a while. :) I Love him so much.. we have so much fun together. Then I dropped Nate back off over there so he could help them clean. I really don't get the point why they are cleaning when there will just be another party this weekend there and everything will be trashed once again. ?!?!?!?

I can't wait! This week is going to be so much fun :D ESPECIALLY this weekend!!

HORSEBACK RIDING and FISHING out on a boat. a BLaSt!

"There's nothing in this world I want more."

But, I'm out... I love you Nate Loudon!!! *I got my baby back*